Thankful v12

I am thankful that, despite myself, I have a loving family and the means (for now) to feel like I am providing for them. God would provide regardless, this I know, but it is needlessly kind of Him to allow me this feeling.  His generosity, the more you ponder it, is truly astonishing. That we so often twist it to suit our foolish self-promotion is sad, but hardly detracts from the awesomeness of His grace.